Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Final exam



Harini aku ada exam besar. Final exam. Baca tak habis lagi tapi sibuk nak update blog (*_*) phewww~. Walaupun mood untuk study tak berapa nak ada tapi aku gagahkan juga demi masa depan yang diharapkan cemerlang, gemilang dan terbilang huhu. Do not wish me 'Good Luck' sebab kalau nak depend on luck sahaja, tak perlulah aku bertungkus lumus nak study. Tapi doakan aku berjaya dalam exam nanti.Peace V(^_^)V



Thursday, December 8, 2011

Cita-cita menjadi seorang Master

Cita-cita aku tinggi. Nak jadi seorang Master, Guru or any title yang seangkatan dengannya. Being in an advance condition than the rest. That feeling I wanted to have. And as I've posted before, aku pun memang tengah melangkah ke alam itu; aku tengah menambah lagi ilmu di dada. Harapannya, tamatlah aku dengan berjayanya.

Tapi kat sini  bukan nak becerita tentang cita-cita aku tu. Nak bercerita tentang cabaran bila aku buat keputusan untuk melangkah setapak ke hadapan, lebih daripada orang lain. Dulu...DULU la..orang bagitau aku, sambung masters ni tak susahlah. Senang je. Lagi senang daripada degree. Betul ke tak kebenaran yang disampaikan pun aku tak tau and tak ambik tau sebab waktu tu aku pun sekolah lagi. Sekarang, bila aku dah bekerja, and aku dah pun ambik keputusan untuk sambung belajar, aku tak rasa senang pun.

Selalu je aku menghela penat. Bayangkanlah..dekat office, kerja kau pun dah overload...lebih daripada waktu maksimum. Tambah pulak dengan kerja-kerja sampingan yang kami, lecturer ni kena buat. Itu pun ade sikit kasi pening kepala tapi boleh tahan lagi lah. Tapiiiiii....bila aku dah start sambung belajar ni, kerja-kerja kat office tu bertambah dengan kerja kelas masters pulak. Presentation, test, quiz, written assignment and all. Kalau nak dikira, macam ni la rupa dia:

[Jam mengajar seminggu (24 jam) + kerja admin + mentor mentee thingy] + [presentation (usually every week) + quiz + test +written assignment + project]=hechaos (hectic+chaos)

Macam ni lah masa aku digunakan. Which is memang di tahap optimumlah aku bekerja. And tak lupa...weekend pun aku bekerja jugak. Not like working like during weekdays tapi bekerja menyiapkan assignment or menyiapkan kerja ofis kat umah.

So the conclusion is, tak mudah untuk kita dapat sesuatu yang lebih daripada orang lain. Title Master itself brings a huge meaning to someone. Alhamdulillah Allah ciptakan aku dengan sifat tak mudah give up and I will do anything to have what I want. And to have a master, I won't give up. Ever. Sebab aku tau yang pengorbanan aku sekarang akan berbaloi in the future. Dan aku tau tak ada benda yang best datang tanpa usaha. Nak kaya kena kerja kuat, nak pandai kena study rajin-rajin etc. Selagi terdaya, aku akan berusaha~

Chaiyok2 to me :)!!!!





Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Hold you tight

I want to hold you tight. So tight that I don't wanna let you go.
I want to hold you like there is no tomorrow.
I want to hold you and stop the time.
I want to hold you for I know I am having you not until forever.

I know and you know that we only have this time
The time that should be filled with laughter and happiness of both of us
And for this time...I will hold you and will never let you go






Monday, October 24, 2011

Blind is love

Love is blind, and so blind is love. Love can make us anything. We are crazy because of love. We tend to do anything and yet willing to do everything for our loved ones. Love has a best friend called heart and they are rarely can get along with the one called brain. When humans, like me are in love, nothing can stop us aren't we? We will do things which people can only say 'eeeuuuwww', 'yuucckkss' 'what the hell are they doing' or people would ask us why we do such thing, why we don't just leave them, why we do this and that. But...because of love we do such things and because of love we do these and those. Yeah..people don't understand since they don't feel what we feel and they are not in our shoes to be frank. So it's easy to ask us to leave the person who they think is useless, stupid, irresponsible and what not.

Once I was called by a person for him to ask an opinion about his love story. He was mad at a girl he is closed with. So I was there listening to his love story. His love story is about him liking a girl who is much older than him. When he thinks about the girl, he becomes crazy yet when he thinks about their age gap, he felt there was no chance for him to have that girl. Boys...they think differently from girls. Age is not a thing that they can simply put aside when they are in love with an older girl. Guys..they are the one who will be the breadwinner, they have to consider about the age of the girl because you know..people always talk. And they like to talk rubbish. When a girl get married late, they will be given a name, which is spinster. That is because of these people who always talk nonsense. They gave a name for that kind of women plus they will talk bad about them. That is what a guy concerns for. What more about having the baby. Women have the age which I called as limit to give birth. They can't give birth like whenever they like as long as they are alive. Everything has its own rules aite? and so same goes to this. So when this guy was telling me his story, suddenly he paused for a while and said...'You must want to laugh at me because of this silly story aren't you?' and I replied 'When it comes to feelings, especially love, there is nothing to be called as silly. The thing may look simple outside but in your heart, it is complicated' And this guy thanked me for like being understanding. Yeaahh...I ate salt more than him (plz translate this to Malay idiom) ;p That is another thing about love. It doesn't care whether you are one year, five years, 10 years or even 20 years older than the person you love. Be it a guy or a woman.

Love cant also recognized what is it about you are already in a relationship. Even though you already have a partner, love can always come to your heart. You can easily melt for the new love if the love that you have have problems I suppose, or you are a person who easily feel bored or...I don't know. Nothing is impossible and of course, people can give reasons.  Being in a relationship, love can be very near, stay still between you and your spouse or it can be very far from you and later you will find a new one..or it can even be very near for the other side but the love in you went away. It can be anything and everything.


These are what love is and
Because of love, I love you:
To sayang











It speaks my heart




I miss him badly :(




Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Kau yang terindah

"Seringkali dia bertanya dan menunggu
Jika ada lagi kata-kata untuknya
Bukan aku lupa..takkan pernah aku lupa
Tetapi masa membatasi segalanya."

Betapa indahnya dirimu..andai dapat ku ungkap dengan kata-kata
Tapi seringkali tak terucap
Kerana tiada kata yang dapat menggambarkan apa yang ada difikiranku
Melihat wajahmu bisa membuat diriku kaku dan lidahku kelu.

Andai kau tahu betapa aku perlukanmu...
Kau adalah penawar tika aku berduka,
pengubat jiwa dan lara
Bibirku akan sentiasa mengukir senyum bila saja kau datang di minda

Andai takdir dapat di ubah
Andai kita bisa membuat pilihan itu...

Tetapi kesedihan tak harus ada
Kerana kita tidak tahu apa yang menanti di depan sana..
Kebahagiaan mungkin menanti



Thursday, September 22, 2011

Alahai student zaman sekarang...

Tadi aku check comments from students as they have to evaluate their lecturers. Macam-macamlah komen yang aku dapat. Most of them are the good ones. Tapi ada jugak yang macam tak bagus. Tapi yang best, agaknya diorang ni dari first class dok tahan je dengan kita kan. Kita marah ke apa ke, telan je. Paling-paling pun cakap belakang. Tapi bila sampai part diorang nak evaluate lecturer...puhhh...sepanjang-panjang yang mungkin komen tu..siap number kan lagi. Kalaulah diaorang listkan semua apa yang diaorang tak puas hati dengan kita, agaknya berjela komen tu. Ada sorang student aku ni tulis, something that sounds like this..."banyak sangat benda nak komen tapi tak tau nak komen apa..ada banyak lagi komen yang saya harap saya boleh bagitau tapi tak boleh" and ade lagi best. This particular student said "we dun even understand what the hell u're talking bout" Hoho. Ape-apelah cik student oi. Frankly speaking, as a normal human being, of course aku mestilah ada rasa sedih. Tak sangka bila kita berbuat baik dengan orang, macam ni kita ditegur. Tak salah nak menegur orang yang lebih tua sebab semua orang ada kelemahan sendiri tapi haruskah kau guna perkataan yang kasar macam tu? Aku rasa tak perlu dan tak patut. Kalau cakap mak bapak tak ajar kang marah tapi apa yang dibuat tu dah melambangkan macam mana diri kau sendiri and macam mana kau tu diajar.

Sedih memang sedih tapi aku punya life, gaji, apa semua tetap sama. Takde effect pun sebenarnya benda tu kat hidup aku ni. Gaji aku dalam masa beberapa tahun akan naik InsyaAllah. Aku dah masuk belajar balik, so knowledge aku makin bertambah huhu. Emosi je lah yang terganggu. Tapi sikiiiittttt jelah haha. Student tu punye life lah akan terkesan sebab bila-bila masa aku boleh fail kan dia hahaha. Jahat tak aku? Tulah, students zaman sekarang ni berani-berani belaka. Tak macam zaman aku dulu. Kalau time evaluation tu, kalau nak bagi komen, masyaAllah punyelah lama berfikir nak susun ayat. Dah lama sangat pikir, lastly tak tulis pun hua3. Dunia dah maju, semuanya dah advance kan..hai lah. Tapi kepada students, respect your teachers. Walau macam mana korang tak suka dia pun, dia yang bagi ilmu tu kat kita. Aku sekarang ni pun student jugak, so sama-samalah kita. Pada yang ada anak, didiklah anak-anak tu supaya tahu siapa itu guru. Aku pun akan buat benda yang sama InsyaAllah. Pada kita-kita yang belum beranak pun, jomlah kita sama-sama belajar cara mendidik anak yang paling berkesan supaya anak kita ni tak kurang ajaran dari kita InsyaAllah.


p/s:pernah kawan aku tak halalkan ilmu dia dekat students dia sebab students dia kurang ajar. Camanelah hidup students dia tu agaknya eh?kesian kan?



I'll prefer to call them as rude people.



Monday, September 19, 2011

The haunted hotel room~

Last 16-18 September I was among 'the chosen ones' taken to a place somewhere in PD. The place has a very beautiful scenery and it is BIG. Really. We were there while others were enjoying their three days holiday to moderate final exam question papers. They make us sick (@_@). Just imagine how can you sit in front of your computer for like not hours but days *you have time for break of course but just like few hours*. You will not only vomit out but it will take your eyes out huuu. Ok, enough of that. So back to the topic, the hotel. It is a four stars one *don't wanna mention its name though huhu* and believe me it is so very beautiful! But pity us, we will only sit in the luxurious room during the nights (T_T) because during the days, we will be in the hall to moderate the papers. The food is quite good and we were served like six times per day. The food were so tempting and I have to say bye bye to my diet plan for a while. 

Ok, move to the room, it is so spacious and cute and classy and I would give all the very good descriptions to it hehe. Everything was alright until we met the nights. *the horror story begins muehehehe* The first night we were there, nothing happened to me pheww~. But the next morning I woke up, my friend said that she heard something early that morning. When she was performing her Subuh, she said that she heard some noise. The noise of people opened and closed the cupboard. As if someone were there but....you know, I was asleep. The story ends there because we don't want to scare others as well.

So the next day went well until early that morning. At 2 o'clock in the morning, near to 3 o'clock, I went to the toilet. After everything is settled, I went to my bed again and sleep. The night was O.K until we woke up the next morning. Guess what? The bathroom door was closed. Tight. And it was locked from inside. I was very surprised as it is CONFIRMED that the door was not even closed when I went out from the bathroom last night. And it is confirmed too that I was the last person using the toilet. We did try to open the door because we wanted to us the toilet badly *it's early in the morning aite* After the pulling and pushing the door trial failed, we turn to the technician asking for HELP!!! It was scary, it took me myself to stay in the bathroom for a short time huuu. But the funny part is, my friend said that there must be someone died in the sea next to our building haha. That's what TV serves us with :D


Monday, September 5, 2011

My Arabella

Before decided to further my studies, I made a decision to have a new asset that can ease my life a bit. Dah 2 tahun lebih bekerja, at the age of 24++ baru aku boleh beli.*actually boleh je beli dari awal tapi tak taulah kenapa tak beli dari dulu.belum sampai seru kot ;p* And keadaan stesyen LRT yang tengah under construction sekarang jugak yang menyebabkan hati ni kuat untuk buat keputusan tu. So after having discussions with my parents, adalah dengan senang hatinya aku membeli seekor...eh silap..sebiji motokar huhu.

Having this kind of thing, I mean aset terbesar stakat ni, memnag memerlukan komitmen yang tinggi. Yelah, every month duit yang dulunya kita boleh simpan, dah kene keluar untuk bayar kereta. So terasalah sikit pengurangan duit yang mendadak tu. Tapi takpe, kita beli pun untuk memudahkan kita jugak kan?and nampaklah ke mana duit pergi. Conpared to before, duit simpan banyak, lepas tu habis. Pergi mana?tak tau.

Back to my little baby, I named her as Arabella hehe. Kereta pun kena ada nama tau. Kena sayang and belai-belai dia. Barulah dia pun baik dengan kita :) Aritu aku dapat pesanan yang berbunyi 'kereta ni kalau kita tengah bawak dia, jangan puji kereta lain. Nanti kang dia merajuk' haha so cute kan? ;p Tapi InsyaAllah dengan hati yang ikhlas ni aku akan menjaga my little baby baik-baik.

And..actually I got another name for her which is..Kinky.Cute!cute!cute! *excited sendiri ;p* So..setakat ni me and her get along very well. Tak ada problem and I hope takkan ada problem *even though itu adalah sangat mustahil. But who knows kan?* :)

Ni lah jenis kereta yang aku beli,but this is not Arabella.Picture credit to Google :)


Saturday, September 3, 2011

Jadi student semula :)

This morning I got a message from a friend, asking whether I got the result for my Master application. And with mixed feelings, I checked the website and alhamdulillah the result is positive. So the class will start on this 12th September 2011. Im so excited with the feeling of having my Master *even though it is 2 years to go for me to hold the cert ;p*..a step ahead from others huhu. And of course the excitement of having more knowledge, more than what I have now is filling the air. So eager, so excited hehe.

Hopefully everything will go very smooth, my brain can work properly n faster as I'm experiencing the situation of being a student and a teacher. Pray for me!! :)


The love for knowledge brings me here


Friday, September 2, 2011

Masalah tu kecik jee..

Selalu kan kite dengar orang berpesan 'Jangan bersedih'..'La Tahzan' bila kita ditimpa masalah. Lagi satu benda yang orang selalu pesan...'ingatlah yang setiap apa yang menimpa kita,ada orang yang lebih teruk masalahnya' Bila orang bagi kata-kata semangat tu dekat aku, aku selalu berfikir yang 'diorang tak tahu camane aku rasa..senanglah diorang bercakap'. Memang senang orang untuk bercakap, tapi kalau kita ambik kata-kata tu as peransang, I.Allah kita akan ok kan?

As for now, yes I'm having a problem. And just now, sajela menjelajah ke page orang lain kat facebook. Sampai sau page ni..aku nampak satu status yang sangat simple tapi buat aku tersedar. Owner die tulis..'sabar lillaahh'. Aku tau apa masalah yang menimpa dia. Walaupun tak banyak, tapi yang sikit itulah yang aku rasa dah cukup berat. Kalaulah aku kat tempat dia, belum tentu aku boleh jadi setenang dia. Muka dia tak nampk langsung macam ada masalah. Gaya dan karakter dia tetap sama. Mesti jauh di sudut hati dia, perasaan sedih tu ada. Kuatnya dia buatkan aku tersedar and berhenti mengeluh. Aku tau masalah aku ni kecik je kalau nak dibandingkan dengan masalah orang lain. Apalah sangat dugaan yang aku dapat ni. But in a way, Alhamdulillah sebab aku diberi peluang untuk sedar. Yelah, selama ni kalau ada masalah sikit pun mengeluh huhu. So, if orang lain boleh jadi strong, aku pun boleh.



Thursday, August 25, 2011

Lagi best

Blog dah bersarang dengan sarang yang sangat tebal. Busy ke? Adela sikit-sikit. Tapi sebab utamanya adalah aku dah jumpa dengan benda yang lagi best. Tau pasal 'tumblr'? Haa..this is the thing I've found hehehe. Introduced by my sister. I consider tumblring as better than blogging. Why? You have to try it to know how excited you could be to tumblring hehe.

Dalam tumblr there's a term called 'reblog' where you can so called share what's on other people's wall *but with credit for sure* So instead of you can just read and feel the excitement of good quotes and opinions, you can also have them on your wall. Interesting aite? hehe. Buuuttt...no worries for people who loved to write because you can still write and throw your ideas on tumblr. No crime for that. Peace (^_^)v.

Once my elder sister asked whether I can handle these two babies when I first registered on tumblr. And confidently I said YES, OF COURSE! hoho. But feeling the excitement of tumblring, I did open tumblr more than I go for this blog. *Pity you huhu* but then to close this account, I won't.

For those yang nak try, you are welcome to do so. Tumblr is a world of full of colours.Trust me ;)

p/s:mine is zarazahra.tumbler.com

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Stop

There are times when I feel that..Im not supposedly be there. Im not supposedly say those words. Im not supposedly express my feelings. And there are always the time when Im melt, when I can't hold myself back from letting him know what is written on my heart.*sigh*

I love him. Yes I do.


Thursday, July 28, 2011

Tak lagi berdaya

Dah tak ada kata yang boleh menggambarkan perasaan aku sekarang. Sedih, kecewa, marah...semuanya negatif. Aku dah cuba untuk cari perasaan gembira yang baru aku rasa hari tu tapi tak jumpa. Dia dah pergi. Mungkin sebab merajuk dengan keadaan ni. Aku pun tak nak rasa and berada dalam keadaan yang bermasalah macam ni tapi apakan daya. Ini adalah hasil kepada kesilapan and ceteknya ilmu. Sebab tak mau belajar kan? Taklah pandai untuk 'menjawab soalan-soalan' yang datang.

Buat masa ni aku tak mampu untuk tersenyum pun. Rasa berat mulut ni nak bergerak ke atas. Aku dah cuba. Tapi hati ni dah tarik mulut ni ke bawah. Susah nak kembali ke atas semula. Sakitnya hati ni teramatlah sangat. Rasa macam tak mampu nak berkata apa-apa. Orang tau aku tak macam semalam. Orang tau ada benda yang mengganggu hati aku. Tapi orang tak tau apa yang terjadi. Orang tak tau macam mana ia terjadi. Orang tau mata aku 'berkata-kata' tapi mulut aku tak mampu nak mengeluarkan apa-apa. Mungkin mulut ni dah terbiasa untuk disuruh diam tak berkata bila mana hati ingin meluahkan. Mungkin hati ni dah terbiasa bila menyimpan semua yang ada di fikiran. Lumrah seorang wanita dah tak lagi aku ada sepenuhnya. Mungkin diam tu lebih baik. Mungkin itu yang dapat melegakan kemarahan di hati sesiapa yang punya rasa itu pada aku.

Aku nak jadi seorang wanita dan isteri yang solehah satu hari nanti. Tapi tak tahulah dapat ke tak aku capai hajat aku tu. Kalau mungkin hayat masih dikandung badan dan ada rezeki yang telah ditetapkan untuk aku, Alhamdulillah. Tapi siapa tahu pemilik hati ini mungkin akan pergi meninggalkan orang-orang yang dia sayang dahulu. Bila keadaan duka selalu menjenguk, itu adalah dugaan dari tuhan. Adakah ini ujian tuhan kerna di sana telah ditakdirkan untuk aku gembira? Tiada siapa yang tahu. Tapi harapnya di sana aku akan temui kebahagiaan yang takkan luput selama-lamanya. Tapi pada masa dan ketika ini, aku tak berdaya.


Sabarlah wahai hati..tak lama pun kita dipinjamkan di dunia ini.Sikit masa lagi kita akan pulang ke pangkuan pencipta kita.



Semoga dipermudahkan...

Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan aku yang baik-baik. Nak sambung belajar, komitmen lebih banyak, tanggungan pun lebih banyak lepas ni. Semoga aset aku yang baru aku beli ni takde nak buat-buat hal in the future. Kalo banyak hal, banyakla duit kena keluar. Please be good my dear. So harap-harapnya rezeki aku sentiasa murah, tak sempit. So that takde masalah yang berat-berat datang menjenguk. Yelah, nak belajar lagi, nak kerja lagi. Allah itu pemurah dan penyayang dan aku akan selalu yakin pada-Nya.


I am what I am

I am fun
do the stupid things
Just to satisfy Mr.Youth
l am also with Mr.Nott Naughty

I am crazy
crack jokes over serious things
Make fun of things in front of me
Laugh over silly things

I am fierce
I get mad easily
throw out the harsh words
like other people did

I am serene
but only for some times
when problems step their feet in front of my door
for my heart says the good things

I am clumsy
it is when Im nervous
seeing someone I love
and when the responsibility needs time but I don't have one to give out

I am what I am
Love me for who I am
Don't love me for what I did and have
For once I couldn't do things that I used to do,you'll stop loving me
and if I lose everything that I have,you'll stop loving me
I am what I am
the belonging of the Maker





Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Saya yang jiwang auwww!!!!

Sekarang ni dah tah kenapa, sejak...emmmm haa!4 bulan lepas aku ni tetibe dah jadi seorang wanita yang ade taman dalam hatinya. wah3! Tapi tulah..dari ketika itu, hati ni sentiasa menyanyi riang haha. But I think it's a good thing to be happy though. Happy aku ni sampai ada yang menegur. Kata mereka obvious sangat muka aku ni dari dulu dengan sekarang. Dulu masam menyinga. Sekarang diorang dah tak takut nak tegur dah hehe. So...thanks diucapkan kepada anda yang bertanggungjawab membuat saya gembira sentiasa :)



Monday, July 11, 2011

Orang Melayu tak tau diuntung!

Entry ni susulan kepada video pekerja KFC yang dengan pengotornya dan dengan jahatnya meletakkan ayam yang baru disalut tepung di tapak kaki. Yes, perbuatan tu sengaja and itu yang membuatkan satu Malaysia bengang. And disebabkan KFC is my favorite fast food, of course aku bengang. Terfikir yang selama ni kita makan kat KFC and fast food restaurant yang lain, tah macam manala keadaan kat dapur tu kan? Ingatkan warung tepi longkang yang banyak lalat je yang tak boleh dipercayai kebersihannya. Tapi rupa-rupanya restoran yang selesa dan terkenal pun tak terjamin kebersihannya. Eiii geli!!!!

Bila tengok video tu, marah betul aku dengan orang Melayu ni. Kau dah tentu-tentu kerja kat bahagian yang memerlukan tahap kebersihan tahap dewa punya. Keadaan sekeliling dah mungkin ok, terjamin kebersihan tapi korang pulak yang sengaja mengotorkan makanan tu. Jijik sungguh perbuatan tu. Orang-orang ni memang tak sedar diuntung. Tak tau ke yang tempat kat mana korang berada sekarang ni adalah nikmat kurniaan tuhan, rezeki korang kat muka bumi tuhan ni. Tapi korang buat perbuatan yang menjijikkan ni kan? Kalau orang yang makan ayam yang korang kotorkan tu, tak rasa bersalah ke?

Korang dah dapat bekerja pun dah kira cukup bagus. Kalau nak dibandingkan dengan orang yang menganggur. Tapi korang tak sedar tu semua kan? Orang nak tolong korang, anak-anak Melayu ni, dah cukup bagus. Tapi apa yang korang buat? Tak amanah langsung dengan kerja. Hai...budak kalau dah tak cukup ilmu kat kepla otak memanglah macam ni. Kalau dilabel dengan panggilan yang kesat, tentulah mereka marah. Tapi perbuatan sendiri dah memang mintak orang melabel dengan semua perkataan tu. Balik rumah, bawak-bawaklah berfikir. Kalaulah saudara mara, adik beradik or mak bapak korang yang makan ayam yang korang sapu kat tapak kasut tu, agak-agaknya camane korang rasa eh?



Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Suggie Post

Hehe..feeling like talking about suggie or sugar glider this time hmm..hmm.. ;p. Few months back I've been heard about this cute little thing. Yeah I do want to own it for myself but then the cost for me to adopt this cute animal is quite high so I hold myself first. Then last week, this animal became so popular as there was a documentary about the suggie on the TV.

As been influenced by the TV, my sister wanted to own one. So yesterday we went to the Suggie Shop to have a look at those little ones. At first I thought this cute little thing is just like a normal pet where they are not moving too much but people, this kangaroo family is not as such. They jump A LOT! But having this cute animal is a fun thing because they are so cute of course, and need to socialize, if not...they can die (T_T).

For the time being, I still have to still hold myself back yet after some adjustment, maybe I'll have one too ;)




Wednesday, June 29, 2011

How to Wake up for Fajr?

How do you wake up for fajr? And I don’t mean wake up for a day or two, but how do you keep waking up for fajr, constantly, everyday, without fail.
There’s loads & loads of websites online giving you tips and advice on how to wake up early. But our focus is not on worldly tips (which should be taken by all means, part of tying the camel ;)), our focus is on the spiritual means.
My dear brothers/sisters, every day when you read Surat Al-Fatiha, at least 17 times a day, you recite the verse “You Alone we Worship, and You Alone we Seek Help from”: You want to worship Allah? “Yes!” You need His help then. You want to wake up for Fajr? “Yes please!” Guess what, you need Allah. You cannot, I repeat, cannot, wake up for fajr without Allah’s help. Now ask yourself the question, what can I do to show Allah that I truly and utterly want to wake up for fajr?!

Have you ever had days when you’re about to go to sleep, and you have this deep feeling that you’ll definitely wake up for fajr? And have you ever had days when you know for certain that you’ll oversleep? Imagine the two scenarios, which I’m sure some of us have gone through:

Scenario 1:

You feel high with Eman, you’ve prayed your witr, read some Quran, and even though you’ve got 2 hours to sleep till fajr, you’re certain you’ll wake up because you’ve set your mind, heart and body to make sure you wake up. In fact, sometimes you keep on waking in the middle of the night thinking it’s fajr time out of fear that you’re going to miss it. If you haven’t experienced this, think of a time when you had to catch an early flight or a bus/train, and think of how your mind, heart and body were switched on, and it doesn’t matter what time you slept, you’ll wake up.

Scenario 2:

There are days when deep down you really don’t want to wake up, you hope that you “oversleep” so you feel less guilty about it, and Allah may have mercy upon you and still wake you up, and that’s when the battle with the snooze alarm starts and the classic shaytaan trick “just 5 more minutes…” begins.
How do we maintain scenario 1 everyday?
With these 2 scenarios, one details a feeling deep down inside that you’re definitely waking up, and another where you know you won’t wake up because deep down inside you don’t want to and you’re not ready to take the fight against shaytaan of waking up in the morning.
Below I detail some practical and spiritual tools, that will help you in achieving scenario 1 all the time inshaAllah:

Spiritual Tools

  • Know who Allah is: This is the key and number one tool to waking up for Fajr. If you know Who you’re worshipping, and you know that He requests that you get up in the morning and pray to Him, you’ll wake up. It’s our lack of understanding of who Allah is that makes us slump into scenario 2 all the time. Know your Lord, that’s key.
  • Sincerity: Be sincere about waking up for fajr, don’t just say to yourself: “InshaAllah, it’ll be nice if I wake up for fajr” be sincere about it, and say: “I will wake up for fajr” I find it useful sometimes to talk to myself about it before going to sleep and say: “I will wake up for fajr, i don’t care how, but I’ll definitely will!”
  • Wudu before sleep: Ibn Abbas reported that Allah’s Messenger said: “Purify these bodies and Allah will purify you, for there is no slave who goes to sleep in a state of purity but an Angel spends the night with him, and every time he turns over, [the Angel] says, ‘O Allah! Forgive Your slave, for he went to bed in a state of purity.” Do you think that such a person would be left to oversleep and miss fajr?
  • Witr Prayer + Dua: Make sure you don’t sleep before performing your witr prayer, and supplicate to Allah during your Witr prayer to help you wake up for Fajr, remember, “You Alone we Worship, and You Alone we Seek help from”
  • Read some Quran: Ending the day with verses of the Noble Quran will sure put your focus straight on waking up for salaat. Prophet Muhammad used to recommend that we recite Surat Al-Sajdah, and Surat Al-Mulk (Chapters 32 and 67) before going to sleep.
  • Remember Allah before you go to Sleep: This is part of the first point I made, and you can find all the supplications you need to recite before going to sleep here. You might need to print them off and read them off paper at first, but within a week or two you should be able to memorize them fully and just recite them before dozing off.
  • Remember the rewards attached to Fajr Salaat: from being safe from being a hypocrite, to having light on the day of judgement, to being under Allah’s protection the whole day, to having laziness removed from us that day and being productive. Remember these rewards and you’ll sure wake up.

Other tools I use that help me a lot:

Ask a friend/family member to wake you up: This is the number one rule for me to wake up. Get a family, friend, spouse to wake up, and help each other, if you get up before them, don’t be selfish and make sure they are awake too.
  • 1.5 hours sleep rule: Aaaah.. here’s a secret trick, there’s a theory in the Sleep science that says that every human being completes an entire sleep cycle in 1.5 hours, therefore, if you can wake up at the end of a multiple of 1.5 hours (e.g. 1.5 hours, or 3 hours, or 4.5 hours..etc) you’ll wake up fresh and rejuvenated. Otherwise, you’ll wake up lazy. So if fajr is at 5am, and you sleep at 12am, make sure you set your alarm at 4.30am, because that gives you 4.5 hours to sleep. (Of course, if you take 1/2 an hour to fall to sleep, you might need to add that into your calculation).
  • Nap in the afternoon: Another lifehack, taken from the Sunnah and recommended by many, make sure you nap in the afternoon, for just 20 minutes! yup, just 20 minutes. Trust me, for the past 3 years, I’ve mastered the 20 min nap, and everytime it never fails to rejuvenate me. If you need to train yourself to nap for that long, I highly recommend www.pzizz.com, a wonderful software that trains you for these short naps, it’s what I used to train myself.
  • Promise yourself a grand breakfast if you wake up for Fajr: I’m a breakfast guy, so if I wake up early, I sure like to have a big breakfast. Sometimes i look forward to my breakfast from the afternoon before, and just like a small reward, treat yourself to a massive breakfast in the morning. It’ll definitely set your day straight as well inshaAllah.

Source:ProductiveMuslim.com


Wednesday, June 22, 2011

You are the best



My love, I did promise you that whatever happens, whatever comes between us and how tough the times are, I will still be with you. I have promised that you are the one that I am going to marry and live with. You asked me to be your soulmate until forever and I agree. You want me to be the mother of your children and I want it too. I found happiness when I'm with you. Even though we have gone through so many things, we quarrel, we fight, we disagree and we mad with each other, yet I am here, still with you.

We are far from each other love, yes we do. We see and face so many things alone. Physically. But please know love that every tough times and pain you went through, I will feel it too. I will be in the same shoes of yours. For the time that we are together, I know that we have tried and are trying to be the best for each other. That is the sacrifice we have made for the one we love, aren't we love? No matter how mad and how stubborn I am, you still stand beside me. And no matter how strict and how busy you are doing your work, I am still standing beside you. 

Love...along the time we are together, you may find a person who is better than me. More beautiful, more patient, cleverer, more matured and better in every single thing than me yet you stay. Because you said to me 'it is either you or no one else'. You have promised that you will only be with me for you have found your happiness and THE person you are going to spend your life with. I thank you for this love. Thank you so much. And me...I may know someone better than you too. They are not busy as you are, they are more good looking, they are more matured and better than you in things that I see. But love...I accept you just the way you are. I have promised you that I will never choose someone else over you. I have agreed to be your wife and so I promised you that. Even though I know those guys I've said above, you are still the best. They may look good for I don't know them but you are the best because we have been together for few years and we can still be together despite our weaknesses. You are the best because you can still love me even I have bad habits, problems and all the not-so-good thingy. Thank you so much for your kindness, love and care.

Just so you know my love...I love you, I really do. I will still be here with you as I have promised. You know me well, and I know you know that I really mean this. We had bad times, we found someone better but still we decide to be with each other. This is our love.


This is where the journey actually starts.


The happiness is ours, InsyaAllah...

My missing heart - Mr.Azlan-

My other half of heart is missing, he went to I don't know where. Even a phone failed to connect us. I went through sleepless nights ever since he went away. Everyday, I just hope that I can see him in my dream. Only at 'this place' I can talk to him, sit with him, touch him, smell the scent of him, see him and listen to him. Even it is for few seconds but I'm so grateful when I have these precious moments. No voice of him heard and I miss that macho kind of voice soooo much ;). Oh God please make the time walks faster for I want to 'meet' him again. For real.

The absence makes my love fond for him. More and more and more, everyday. Like a flower thriving, that's how my love grows for him. Dear, I pray and hope that during the time that we are apart, the days and nights are being good to you because I'm not with you if you gone through bad times.

Hope to have my heart back in the condition that is missing my absence too, the heart that waiting for the time to meet his other half too, and the heart that always put his other half in his mind and never forgets her.

p/s: Do come back as soon as possible dear.I miss u (T_T)


The right side of the heart is missing the other half on the left.
     Fadhlina +Azlan = a heart


Muslim women are queens and queens don’t shake hands with strange men



A British man came to a sheikh and asked, “Why is it not permissible for women in Islam to shake hands with a man?”


The sheikh said, “Can you shake hands with Queen Elizabeth?”


The British man replied, “Of course not, there are only certain people who can shake hands with Queen Elizabeth.”


The sheikh replied with a smile on his face. “Muslim women are queens and queens don’t shake hands with strange men.”


Source:youngmuhmin.tumblr



Friday, June 17, 2011

Rasa macam nak makan pancake lah!

Hari tu *cam dah lama sebenarnye* pegi The Curve. Jalan punya jalan, jumpa satu kedai ni...Paddington House of Pancakes. Tengok jelah,tak masuk sebab tengah rushing. Tapi teringiiiinnnn sangat sangat nak try pancake dia. Bila cakap pasal pancake, it's not served only like the one in Mcdonalds tapi macam-macam resepi diorang ada for the pancakes. The first reason why I like pancake is because of the look. Then goes the taste and texture yang sangat lembut auuuwwww!!!!

Ni antara resepi yang ada dekat Paddington House of Pancakes




Cam sedap..yummeh!!



Pancake+strawberry=my obsession ;p


Ni baru tiga je gambar yang aku kasi masuk Tu pun aku yang terliur haha. Pancakes are not just pancakes. Ni aku nak kasi tau sejarah pancakes plak hehe. 

What are pancakes?
Pancakes are really simple food which have been eaten in different forms around the globe for centuries. Pancake is any kind of batter made with flour, eggs and milk, fried or baked in a skillet, on a griddle, or on any hot surface. Large or small, fluffy or wafer thin, and made with a wide range of flours, pancakes are given different names by different people.

Types of Pancakes
We learned that one of the earliest known pancake dates back to the 4th century B.C. and is commonly known as Chinese spring rolls. From then the world took on the pancake craze and the humble pancake has since ben known throughout the world by many different names :

v       American flapjacks
v       Old English pancakes
v       Hungarian palacsinta
v       Russian blini
v       Indian prata
v       Italian cannelloni
v       Swedish plattar
v       Mexican tortillas
v       Dutch pannekoeken
v       German pfannkucken
v       Norwegian lefser
v       Austrian nockerin
v       Welsh crempog
v       Jewish blintzes
v       Australian pikelets

Pancake Tradition
Even pancakes have their traditions. In England, there is a special day known as Pancake Day. According to historians these are feasts of pancakes to use up the supplies of butter and eggs. There are even pancake-tossing competitions. The winner is the one who can toss the pancake highest and catch it again in the pan, or one who can toss it the most number of times in a minute. There are also pancake races, where participants race while tossing a pancake.
Believe it or not, in Province, France if you hold a coin in your left hand while you toss a pancake, you'll be rich. And in Brie, it is customary that the first pancake is always given to the hen that laid the eggs that made the pancake.

In Holland, pannekoeken has been a favourite meal for the rich and the poor since the 17th century. Traditionally served for breakfasts, these pancakes are also taken during lunch and dinner. The Dutch is also famous for their poffertjes (dollar sized pancakes) which are usually served sweet with icing sugar and lots of butter !

The Austrian Emperor, Franz Josef I created the Kaiserschmarren pancake, which has since become an Austrian sulinary pride. In America, pancakes are common breakfast food. Served in stacks in most diners all over the country, these pancakes or flapjacks as they are commonly known as, are usually eaten sweet with butter, maple syrup and fresh fruits.


Different country has their own style of pancakes kan.Kalau Malaysia, pancake kita lempeng kot ;p

Source: www.paddingtonpancakes.com



Thursday, June 16, 2011

Semua orang buat kesilapan,berhak diberi peluang kedua

Aku dah buat silap.
Bila tengok balik benda-benda lama, terfikir 'kenapalah aku tak perasan benda ni semua dulu'
Kenapalah  baru sekarang baru aku sedar
Tapi macam dah terlambat
Tapi takpelah.at least aku sedar
Aku akan betulkan silap aku..dengan izin tuhan



Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Malaysia kena bencana

Before this kita dengar berita dekat T.V pasal gempa bumi di Jepun, tsunami di Indonesia, ribut di California and macam-macam lagi. Tapi Malaysia belum lagi terkena bencana alam yang dahsyat kan? Kalau kena pun tempias je. Mungkin bergegar rumah.sikit. Yet it still scares us. Tengah-tengah sedap baring atas katil, tiba-tiba rasa katil bergoyang. Tengok cermin kat diniding, bergerak jugak. Air dalam botol atas meja solek berkocak jugak.'Alamak,dunia dah kiamat ke?' That is the first thing yang akan terlintas kat fikiran.

Ada yang berkata, disebalik bencana alam ni, ada perkara yang berlaku. Ada kejadian yang dimurkai tuhan berlaku di negara-negara berkenaan. Sejauh mana kebenarannya, aku puntak dapat nak pastikan sebab dalam berita hanya ditunjukkan reason dari sudut saintifik. Tak ada pulak pembaca berita tu cakap 'tsunami yang berlaku di Indonesia adalah disebabkan rakyatnya derhaka'. So that's why perkara yang diperkatakan tu tak dapat dikenal pasti kesahihannya. Tapi kemungkinan benda tu betul tak mustahil. Perkara-perkara mungkar ni Allah boleh bayar dengan bayaran cash, Allah mampu buat apa sahaja. Itu memang tak disangkal.

Andai katalah betul apa yang dikata bahawa ada certain places yang bencana alam ni berlaku disebabkan kemungkaran yang terjadi dalam kawasan tersebut, tak salah kalau kita ambil that incident as a lesson. Tengok pada diri kita, orang sekeliling kita and persekitaran kita. Adakah kita cukup selamat dari bencana alam? Adakah kita selamat dari dihukum sebagaimana saudara-saudara kita dihukum? Malaysia sekarang dah nak sama level dah dengan negara barat and negara bukan Islam. Mana orang Islam yang pergi ke kelab, minum arak, bermaksiat and sebagainya. Kalau kita jalan malam-malam dekat Bangsar contohnye...dapatlah kita tengok kemeriahan kelab-kelab malam kat sana. 'Uish...banyaknya kelab malam.ramainye orang malam-malam kat sini'..ternganga mulut tengok suasana kat sana. Tu baru kat Bangsar. Belum kita pergi tempat-tempat lain lagi yang sama naik je kemeriahannya. Cuba bayangkan kalau kat KL je ada 20 tempat yang macam tu. Banyak mana kemungkaran yang berlaku pada setiap malam?

Bila bayangkan this kind of situation, takut mengenangkan apa balasan yang akan kita dapat. Tak takut ke kita semua dengan balasan tuhan? Tengok mangsa-mangsa bencana alam dalam paper pun dah seram sejuk rasanya. Macam manala keadaan kita bila dicabut nyawa nanti? Huuu..takut takut! Jadi rasa-rasanya kita kene prepare je. Bak kata housemate aku, 'jangan sangka Malaysia ni dah cukup selamat'. Sangat setuju dengan pendapat dia sebab bukan sebab Malaysia ni kedudukannya jauh dari gunung berapi ke ap kita nak rasa selamat, tapi akidah penduduk-penduduknya juga diambil kira. Kalau separuh dari penduduk murtad, maksiat berleluasa, baby dibuang merata-rata, orang yang berilmu pun tinggal berapa kerat, bukan kedudukan tanah lagi yang jadi ukuran untuk kita ditimpa bencana ataupun tak.

p/s:akhir zaman,macam-macam jadi

Friday, June 10, 2011

Too much trust...

Trust can hardly be given to anyone. Only the chosen one will get it and he should take a good care of that trust. Yet sometimes when we trust a person, they do not even know and easily break that trust that we have given. When this happened, frustrated is all we'll feel. A very big mountain fell on our head, that's how we'll feel. They don't have to explain or tell us whether 'yes I am lying' or the other way around. We can 'read' people when they lie.

After this moment, no more trust for the people who are lying. No more hope will be put for the future. Everything is gone. Everything is vanished. Too much trust can't be given to anyone in this world. I won't. Because I won't know what's in others' heads. Thanks to those who are lying or had lied since you taught me not to trust you and others.

p/s:People who believe in those lies are not because they are dumb but because they trust you won't cheat and lie on them.


Dulu camtu, sekarang pun macam tu

Dulu waktu zaman sekolah asrama, masuk kelas mesti tidur dalam kelas. Walaupun dah tidur awal malam tu, tetap nak tidur dalam kelas jugak. Tak paham. Penat cari punca, tapi tak jumpa. Bila tanya budak asrama lain, diorang pun sama. So aku buat je conclusion sendiri, maybe budak asrama memang camtu kot haha. Generalization sedikit berlaku kat sini sebab bila aku masuk sekolah biasa, aku memang tak pernah tidur dalam kelas huhu. Masuk matrik and main campus, nak kata tidur dalam kelas selalu tu takdelah tapi adelah sekali dua. Tu pun sebab malam before nya tidur lewat ke apa. Ada reason, so tak apa haha.

Dulu waktu zaman belajar, selalu je study last minute. Tak tahulah kenapa *padahal malas nak study awal.saje tak nak mengaku ;p*. Lepas tu buatlah alasan kate kalau study awal tu nanti lupe apa yang dah study lah apalah. Tu alasan yang tak bagus ok, so jangan tiru. Nak sangat study lewat, tiba-tiba jadual keluar exam berturut-turut harinya tak ke menggagau nak study semua benda sampai tak tidur bagai. Bila tak tidur, nak pulak dijadikan cerita otak jam, blank, hah..apa mau jawab *pernah di experience sendiri ok.sangat bahaya ini macam*

Dulu waktu zaman belajar, selalu buat assignment last minute. Tunggu due date tinggal dua tiga hari baru nak terhegeh-hegeh start. Lecturer dah pesan dah jangan buat lambat-lambat. Tapi degil, tak nak dengar. Konon-konon dah terer sangatlah tu. Confident jek boleh dapat markah tinggi dengan kerja yang last minute tu. Orang yang buat awal lagi boleh cari banyak reference. Yang kita ni dah start lewat, research pun tak dapat nak buat sangat. So markah macam mana? Markah pun last minute jugaklah~

  Dulu waktu zaman belajar, bila lecturer dah habis lecture, mesti diorang tanya kalau ada soalan. Tapi satu kelas akan cakap ‘Noooooo…’. Lepas tu lecturer akan habiskan kelas *yayyyy!!!*. setapak je keluar kelas tanya member sebelah ‘Eh,ko paham tak part A, B and C yang madam cakap tadi?’ Naahhhh tadi tak nak tanye. Lecturer pun ada pesan kalau ada apa-apa datang jumpa dia dekat bilik. Tapi tak pergi pun. Konon-konon boleh buat belaka. Padahal ada je benda tak tahu, tapi tanya member je. Nasib baiklah tanya kawan and belajar sendiri boleh gak jawab soalan exam semua. Tapi kalau pegi jumpa lecturer mungkin better.

Sekarang bila dah mengajar, students ada yang tidur dalam kelas. Terpikir jugak, ‘boring ke lesson arini?’. Tapi sorang dua je yang tidur, yang lain takde pun. So buat conclusion sendiri lagi, student yang tidur tu jadi kelawar kot malam tadi. Aku tak marah pun kalau students tidur dalam kelas. Asalkan kalau ada kuiz or exam, jawab mesti boleh. Kalau tak boleh jawab baru aku marah huuu. Tak semua students yang tidur dalam kelas tu tak pandai. Mungkin tu weakness diorang tapi bila jawab exam, diorang excellent, so tak bolehlah nak marah kan. But observation tu penting. Kalau dah nampak students yang bermasalah tidur dalam kelas, lepas tu tak boleh bagi dia tidurlah.

Sekarang bila dah mengajar, students selalu buat assignment last minute. Takpe nak buat last minute pun, tapi make sure siap jugak and hantar on time. Itu tak apa. Yang tak bolehnya bila buat last minute, lepas tu tak siap and mintak tangguh nak hantar without any valid reason. Itu memang boleh buat angin naik sampai kepala ok. Kadang-kadang pulak ada yang tak dapat nak siapkan and siap bagi alasan yang aku tau sangat ko menipu. Nak menipu pun kena pandai tau sebab orang yang nak ditipu tu bukannye bodoh. Die pun pernah jadi students jugak dulu and pernah encounter situation yang sama. Ada jugak yang hantar lambat tu muka sama je. Takdelah muka lain. Alasan pulak macam-macam. Silih berganti alasan diorang. Itu pun budaya yang tak sihat. Nak buat kerja last minute ke apa suka hati koranglah tapi, make sure everything settled on time.

Sekarang bila mengajar, habis je lecture, mesti tanya students whether diorang paham ke tak apa yang aku ajar. Tapi kan….kalau ada yang tanya pun, jarang and dua tiga orang je. Memang jarang sangat nak dapat respon yang macam ni ‘Yes..I want to ask about part C. can you explain again?’ hehe. Susah sikit nak dapat, bukan tak ada. Lepas tu, bila suruh buat exercise ke, kene jawab kuiz ke, exam ke, tak boleh buat sebab tak tanya. Yang bestnya ada yang bila suruh buat exercise pun, the minute dia stuck pun tak nak tanya. Tak elok tu…kalau tak tanya takut tersesat jalan. And sekarang bila dah mengajar, rasa happy bila ada students yang datang, tanya pape yang dia tak paham. Rasa kerja pun lebih senang sebab indirectly boleh pantau students punye weaknesses. Kita dah tau apa yang dia lemah so kita boleh buat apa yang patut. And baru tau yang lecturer tak pernah kisah bila kita jumpa and asking for the things yang kita tak paham malah kita dialu-alukan buat macam tu.

Zaman sekarang and dulu mungkin berbeza. Tapi I’ve been at my students’ place. I did what they do. Lebih kurang je kirenye.There was once, my students cakap yang aku ni memahami. I do understand sebab I’ve experienced the same thing kan. Sometimes tak semua benda yang tak elok jadi berpunca daripada keadaan yang tak elok. Students yang tidur dalam kelas tak semestinya tak pandai or malas, students yang meniru dalam exam tak semestinya jahat, students yang tak perform dalam exam tak semestinya tak study. Benda-benda macam tu la kan. We have no right to judge without questioning or find the reason. Tapi bila dah mengajar and boleh nampak apa yang elok and tak, kita boleh pesan jelah. nak ikut ke tak tu atas diorang. Tak elok biar diorang buat benda yang kita tau tentu-tentu tak berapa nak bagi result yang memberangsangkan. Mana yang tak elok tu jangan diikut-ikut. Unless kalau korang tau macam mana nak handle keadaan. Lagi satu, kalau nak menipu tu biar pandai sikit. Jangan samapai kantoi sebab tak susah nak tangkap orang menipu ni. Bak kate orang..’kacang jeee’ ;D



Thursday, June 9, 2011

7 Ways to Improve Your Relationship with The Qur’an!

From Mr.Google


وَقَالَ الرَّسُولُ يَا رَبِّ إِنَّ قَوْمِي اتَّخَذُوا هَٰذَا الْقُرْآنَ مَهْجُورًا”
“O my Lord, indeed my people have taken this Qur’an as a thing (abandoned)”  [Surah 25: 30]
ARE you one of those people who rarely touch the Qur’an? Or do you read daily, but don’t find it is having the impact on you that it should? Whatever the case may be, these are some simple tips that can help you connect with the Qur’an.

1. Before you touch it, check your heart.

The key to really benefiting from the Qur’an is to check your heart first, before you even touch Allah’s Book. Ask yourself, honestly, why you are reading it. Is it to just get some information and to let it drift away from you later? Remember that the Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) was described by his wife as a “walking Qur’an”: in other words, he didn’t just read and recite the Qur’an, he lived it.

2. Do your Wudu (ablution).

Doing your Wudu is good physical and mental preparation to remind you that you’re not reading just another book. You are about to interact with God, so being clean should be a priority when communicating with Him.

3. Read at least 5 minutes everyday.

Too often, we think we should read Qur’an for at least one whole hour. If you aren’t in the habit of reading regularly, this is too much. Start off with just five minutes daily. If you took care of step one, (God willing), you will notice that those five minutes will become 10, then half an hour, then an hour, and maybe even more!

4. Make sure you understand what you’ve read.

Five minutes of reading the Qur’an in Arabic is good, but you need to understand what you’re reading. Make sure you have a good translation of the Qur’an in the language you understand best. Always try to read the translation of what you’ve read that day.

5. Remember, the Qur’an is more interactive than a CD.

In an age of “interactive” CD-Roms and computer programs, a number of people think books are passive and boring. But the Qur’an is not like that. Remember that when you read the Qur’an, you are interacting with Allah. He is talking to you, so pay attention.

6. Don’t just read; listen too.

There are now many audio cassettes and CDs of the Qur’an, a number of them with translations as well. This is great to put on your walkman or your car’s CD or stereo as you drive to and from work. Use this in addition to your daily Qur’an reading, not as a replacement for it.

7. Make Dua (supplication).

Ask Allah to guide you when you read the Qur’an. Your aim is to sincerely, for the love of Allah, interact with Him by reading, understanding and applying His blessed words. Making Dua to Allah for help and guidance will be your best tool for doing this.


(Source: islamicteachings.org)








Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Seorang Gadis Itu...

 Seorang gadis itu...
Yang lembut fitrah tercipta, halus kulit, manis tuturnya, lentur hati … telus wajahnya, setelus rasa membisik di jiwa, di matanya cahaya, dalamnya ada air, sehangat cinta, sejernih suka, sedalam duka, ceritera hidupnya …

Seorang gadis itu …
hatinya penuh manja, penuh cinta, sayang semuanya, cinta untuk diberi … cinta untuk dirasa …
namun manjanya bukan untuk semua, bukan lemah, atau kelemahan dunia … ia bisa kuat, bisa jadi tabah, bisa ampuh menyokong, pahlawan-pahlawan dunia … begitu unik tercipta, lembutnya bukan lemah, tabahnya tak perlu pada jasad yang gagah …
 

Seorang gadis itu …
teman yang setia, buat Adam dialah Hawa, tetap di sini … dari indahnya jannah, hatta ke medan dunia, hingga kembali mengecap ni’matNya …

Seorang gadis itu …
bisa seteguh Khadijah, yang suci hatinya, tabah & tenang sikapnya, teman lah-Rasul, pengubat duka & laranya … bijaksana ia, menyimpan ílmu, si teman bicara, dialah Áishah, penyeri taman Rasulullah, dialah Hafsah, penyimpan mashaf pertama kalamullah …


Seorang gadis itu …
bisa setabah Maryam, meski dicaci meski dikeji, itu hanya cerca manusia, namun sucinya ALLah memuji … seperti Fatimah kudusnya, meniti hidup seadanya, puteri Rasulullah … kesayangan ayahanda, suaminya si panglima agama, di belakangnya dialah pelita, cahya penerang segenap rumahnya, ummi tersayang cucunda Baginda … bisa dia segagah Nailah, dengan dua tangan tegar melindung khalifah, meski akhirnya bermandi darah, meski akhirnya khalifah rebah, syaheed menyahut panggilan Allah.

Seorang gadis itu …
perlu ada yang membela, agar ia terdidik jiwa, agar ia terpelihara … dengan kenal Rabbnya, dengan cinta Rasulnya … dengan yakin Deennya, dengan teguh áqidahnya, dengan utuh cinta yang terutama, Allah jua RasulNya, dalam ketaatan penuh setia . pemelihara maruah dirinya, agama, keluarga & ummahnya …

Seorang gadis itu …
melenturnya perlu kasih sayang, membentuknya perlu kebijaksanaan, kesabaran dan kemaafan, keyakinan & penghargaan, tanpa jemu & tanpa bosan, memimpin tangan, menunjuk jalan …


Seorang gadis itu …
yang hidup di alaf ini, gadis akhir zaman, era hidup perlu berdikari … dirinya terancam dek fitnah, sucinya perlu tabah, cintanya tak boleh berubah, tak bisa terpadam dek helah, dek keliru fikir jiwanya, kerna dihambur ucapkata nista, hanya kerana dunia memperdaya … kerna seorang gadis itu, yang hidup di zaman ini … perlu teguh kakinya, mantap iman mengunci jiwanya, dari lemah & kalah, dalam pertarungan yang lama … dari rebah & salah, dalam perjalanan mengenali Tuhannya, dalam perjuangan menggapai cinta, ni’mat hakiki seorang hamba, dari Tuhan yang menciptakan, dari Tuhan yang mengurniakan, seorang gadis itu … anugerah istimewa kepada dunia!

Seorang gadis itu …
tinggallah di dunia, sebagai ábidah, dahípayah & mujahidah, pejuang ummah … anak ummi & ayah, muslimah yang solehah … kelak jadi ibu, membentuk anak-anak ummah, rumahnya taman ilmu, taman budi & ma’rifatullah …

Seorang gadis itu …
moga akan pulang, dalam cinta & dalam sayang, redha dalam keredhaan, Tuhan yang menentukan … seorang gadis itu dalam kebahagiaan! Moga lah-Rahman melindungi, merahmati dan merestui, perjalanan seorang gadis itu … menuju cintaNYA yang ABADI.


Source : Iluvislam

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Untuk awak

This is for you..yes YOU!

Aku menyayangimu
Juga aku..aku..
Mencintaimu
Delapan hari seminggu
Semakin mendekatimu
Seperti kamu..kamu
Pun menemani
25 jam sehari...Ooo..Ooo..
Selalu begitu..
Bila bercinta, tiada habisnya..

Pernah dengar lagu ni?Lapan Hari Seminggu by Syurga *kalau tak tau cari kat youtube cepaattt!!!*
Saye suke ini lagu..
Rasa sangat comel..hehe
Ya..when we love somebody, mesti kita sentiasa rindukan dia..
Bila dah jumpa pun, balik rumah je, rindu lagi..
Rasa macam tak cukup masa yang kita ada kan?ngeee
So for you...I love u more than the time that we have hehe
8 days a week, 25 hours a day my heart is missing and loving u..(^_*)
Love u mucho!



Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Entry khas untuk Siti Shaidatul Zafirah

Bila kaki melangkah masuk ke dalam kelas buat pertama kalinya, ramai yang kata muka aku masam, nampak garang sangat. Memang, memang aku susah nak senyum. Bukan hari ni je, semalam, kelmarin, bulan lepas, tahun-tahun lepas pun sama. Dari sekolah rendah lagi. Tapi inilah anugerah yang tuhan bagi pada aku. Tapi, bila orang dah lama kenal aku, mereka tahu siapa aku. Bila ditanya pada orang yang rapat dengan aku yang aku ni garang ke x...masing-masing gelak je. Ada yang respon 'ha?garang?tak garang langsung'. See...tak kenal maka tak cinta kan :) 

Siti Shadatul Zafirah..student aku yang dulu hanyalah seorang student biasa. Aku pandang dia sama macam students yang lain. Tapi ada satu hari ni, dia katenye memberanikan diri tegur aku dekat chat dalam Facebook. Walaupun takut-takut, digagahinya juge. Dari situlah aku makin rapat dengan dia :)

Sekarang dia dah macam adik and kawan aku. Banyak ilmu yang belajar dari dia. Tengok Facebook and blog dia ni, insaf dan selalu aku bermuhasabah. Dia kini bukan lagi sekadar anak murid aku yang aku pandang sama macam yang lain. Dia dah macam adik dan kawan aku. Bila aku susah, banyak nasihat and kata-kata semangat yang dia bagi. Aku percaya orang-orang disekelilingnya pasti senang dengan dia.

Sejuk perut ibunya mengandungkan anak ini, kerana hormatnya terhadap guru-guru dan orang disekelilingnya sangat tinggi. Bila lama tak jumpa, hati aku mampu rindu pada dia sebab dia mampu buat aku ketawa dengan keletah dia. Bila aku tengok kawan-kawan dia pun, aku tau mereka ni antara golongan yang baik InsyaAllah. Aku akan sentiasa doakan mereka dipelihara olehNya.


Terima kasih Siti Shaidatul Zafirah. Kamu adalah anak yang baik. Semoga kamu direstui dan hidup kamu diberkati olehNya sentiasa. Saya sayang kamu :)




Orang lain berkata hati saya

bukan mudah….
LUPAKAN benda yang pernah kita sayang.
LEPASKAN benda yang pernah kita sayang.
LEPASKAN benda yang kalau boleh ingin kita simpan selama lamanya.
walau bukan dpan mata, biarlah hadirnya dalam hati.
lakukan..
bukan mudah melakukan?
bukan mudah melupakan?
bukan mudah melepaskan?
tahu.
tulis.
niat.
cakap.
senang.
cepat.
tapi, buat.
susah.
lama. lambat.
amik masa.
susah, sangat sangat susah. kan?
tahu, saya tahu.
tapi kalau tak cuba, sampai bila bila kita akan terus terbelenggu.
sakit.
sedih.
susah.
tahu, saya tahu apa rasanya.


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Thursday, June 2, 2011

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Sedangku membaca wajahmu
Senyumanmu menggambarkan sesuatu
Jika kau fahami isi hatiku
Ku tak ingin waktu henti tanpamu

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti
Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini
Dan jalanku masih belum dapat ku pasti
Namun diriku masih terhenti di sini

Andai kau dapat memahami
Bahawa ku menangung semua ini
Bukan niatku ingin kau pergi
kerna ku masih terhenti di sini

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti
Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini
Dan jalanku masih belum dapat ku pasti
Namun diriku masih terhenti di sini

Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba, di waktu ku masih punyai cinta
Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba, di waktu ku masih punyai cinta

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti
Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini
Dan jalanku masih belum dapat ku pasti
Namun diriku masih terhenti di sini

Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba, di waktu ku masih punyai cinta
Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba, di waktu ku masih punyai cinta