Kau yang terindah

"Seringkali dia bertanya dan menunggu
Jika ada lagi kata-kata untuknya
Bukan aku lupa..takkan pernah aku lupa
Tetapi masa membatasi segalanya."

Betapa indahnya dirimu..andai dapat ku ungkap dengan kata-kata
Tapi seringkali tak terucap
Kerana tiada kata yang dapat menggambarkan apa yang ada difikiranku
Melihat wajahmu bisa membuat diriku kaku dan lidahku kelu.

Andai kau tahu betapa aku perlukanmu...
Kau adalah penawar tika aku berduka,
pengubat jiwa dan lara
Bibirku akan sentiasa mengukir senyum bila saja kau datang di minda

Andai takdir dapat di ubah
Andai kita bisa membuat pilihan itu...

Tetapi kesedihan tak harus ada
Kerana kita tidak tahu apa yang menanti di depan sana..
Kebahagiaan mungkin menanti

Alahai student zaman sekarang...

Tadi aku check comments from students as they have to evaluate their lecturers. Macam-macamlah komen yang aku dapat. Most of them are the good ones. Tapi ada jugak yang macam tak bagus. Tapi yang best, agaknya diorang ni dari first class dok tahan je dengan kita kan. Kita marah ke apa ke, telan je. Paling-paling pun cakap belakang. Tapi bila sampai part diorang nak evaluate lecturer...puhhh...sepanjang-panjang yang mungkin komen tu..siap number kan lagi. Kalaulah diaorang listkan semua apa yang diaorang tak puas hati dengan kita, agaknya berjela komen tu. Ada sorang student aku ni tulis, something that sounds like this..."banyak sangat benda nak komen tapi tak tau nak komen apa..ada banyak lagi komen yang saya harap saya boleh bagitau tapi tak boleh" and ade lagi best. This particular student said "we dun even understand what the hell u're talking bout" Hoho. Ape-apelah cik student oi. Frankly speaking, as a normal human being, of course aku mestilah ada rasa sedih. Tak sangka bila kita berbuat baik dengan orang, macam ni kita ditegur. Tak salah nak menegur orang yang lebih tua sebab semua orang ada kelemahan sendiri tapi haruskah kau guna perkataan yang kasar macam tu? Aku rasa tak perlu dan tak patut. Kalau cakap mak bapak tak ajar kang marah tapi apa yang dibuat tu dah melambangkan macam mana diri kau sendiri and macam mana kau tu diajar.

Sedih memang sedih tapi aku punya life, gaji, apa semua tetap sama. Takde effect pun sebenarnya benda tu kat hidup aku ni. Gaji aku dalam masa beberapa tahun akan naik InsyaAllah. Aku dah masuk belajar balik, so knowledge aku makin bertambah huhu. Emosi je lah yang terganggu. Tapi sikiiiittttt jelah haha. Student tu punye life lah akan terkesan sebab bila-bila masa aku boleh fail kan dia hahaha. Jahat tak aku? Tulah, students zaman sekarang ni berani-berani belaka. Tak macam zaman aku dulu. Kalau time evaluation tu, kalau nak bagi komen, masyaAllah punyelah lama berfikir nak susun ayat. Dah lama sangat pikir, lastly tak tulis pun hua3. Dunia dah maju, semuanya dah advance kan..hai lah. Tapi kepada students, respect your teachers. Walau macam mana korang tak suka dia pun, dia yang bagi ilmu tu kat kita. Aku sekarang ni pun student jugak, so sama-samalah kita. Pada yang ada anak, didiklah anak-anak tu supaya tahu siapa itu guru. Aku pun akan buat benda yang sama InsyaAllah. Pada kita-kita yang belum beranak pun, jomlah kita sama-sama belajar cara mendidik anak yang paling berkesan supaya anak kita ni tak kurang ajaran dari kita InsyaAllah.


p/s:pernah kawan aku tak halalkan ilmu dia dekat students dia sebab students dia kurang ajar. Camanelah hidup students dia tu agaknya eh?kesian kan?

I'll prefer to call them as rude people.

The haunted hotel room~

Last 16-18 September I was among 'the chosen ones' taken to a place somewhere in PD. The place has a very beautiful scenery and it is BIG. Really. We were there while others were enjoying their three days holiday to moderate final exam question papers. They make us sick (@_@). Just imagine how can you sit in front of your computer for like not hours but days *you have time for break of course but just like few hours*. You will not only vomit out but it will take your eyes out huuu. Ok, enough of that. So back to the topic, the hotel. It is a four stars one *don't wanna mention its name though huhu* and believe me it is so very beautiful! But pity us, we will only sit in the luxurious room during the nights (T_T) because during the days, we will be in the hall to moderate the papers. The food is quite good and we were served like six times per day. The food were so tempting and I have to say bye bye to my diet plan for a while. 

Ok, move to the room, it is so spacious and cute and classy and I would give all the very good descriptions to it hehe. Everything was alright until we met the nights. *the horror story begins muehehehe* The first night we were there, nothing happened to me pheww~. But the next morning I woke up, my friend said that she heard something early that morning. When she was performing her Subuh, she said that she heard some noise. The noise of people opened and closed the cupboard. As if someone were there but....you know, I was asleep. The story ends there because we don't want to scare others as well.

So the next day went well until early that morning. At 2 o'clock in the morning, near to 3 o'clock, I went to the toilet. After everything is settled, I went to my bed again and sleep. The night was O.K until we woke up the next morning. Guess what? The bathroom door was closed. Tight. And it was locked from inside. I was very surprised as it is CONFIRMED that the door was not even closed when I went out from the bathroom last night. And it is confirmed too that I was the last person using the toilet. We did try to open the door because we wanted to us the toilet badly *it's early in the morning aite* After the pulling and pushing the door trial failed, we turn to the technician asking for HELP!!! It was scary, it took me myself to stay in the bathroom for a short time huuu. But the funny part is, my friend said that there must be someone died in the sea next to our building haha. That's what TV serves us with :D